Hmmm... started from smoking...continued with health food... and now I am at a loss as my life seems miserable to me... Do I simply live for making bad habits and replacing them to new ones that seem more useful, that seems to be right because someone decided it ... Is there anybody to stop me from ruining my life! I want relations, serious, everlasting! I want to meet a woman who would also like to have serious real relations! Sounds stupid!... There seem to be only some crazy girls even more crazy as I am, they are looking for nothing – money, things, cars, career at last... and nothing more! What about family, your personal family traditions, romantic weekends in bed together... Something simple but together it makes sense... sorry guys... just want to change my life... and it seems to me simply blaming the whole world around.Have you ever met your love? What is it like? And most important have you ever met the girl in our country one can fall in love with?
Maybe it is me who is so bad and simply choose wrong ladies?
Recently watched some photos of some foreign dating site... don't remember what it is – ladies there seem to be different,
absolutely different... their eyes, smile... they don't seem to be artificial, they are REAL! Or is it only illusion?! I don't know what to believe... I am lost... Sorry, too depressive... i'll stop for today Wish you to find something real in this life and share it with us! lol I wish to find something like this... F... It is not manful... I seem to become a girl... maybe I should have a cigarette...
Maybe it is me who is so bad and simply choose wrong ladies?
Recently watched some photos of some foreign dating site... don't remember what it is – ladies there seem to be different,
absolutely different... their eyes, smile... they don't seem to be artificial, they are REAL! Or is it only illusion?! I don't know what to believe... I am lost... Sorry, too depressive... i'll stop for today Wish you to find something real in this life and share it with us! lol I wish to find something like this... F... It is not manful... I seem to become a girl... maybe I should have a cigarette...





